you treat me like a rose
you give me room to grow
you shone the light of love on me
and gave me air so i can breathe

you open doors that close
in the world that anything goes
you give me strength so i stand tall
just like a rose

HER ;

CHERYL
a crazy hyperactive little girl of fourteen who LOVES to sit in front of the b-e-a-utiful plasma screen and watch heroes and prison break(rarhh) only then she will be quiet and stop screaming and laughing and the neighbours wont think she is crazy. she loves God and her family, she goes for bible study every tuesday. she loves to coach. and is in marymount convent hougang sec 2e4'073e5'08. and apparently... the people from max victory calls her... reindeer CHIPMUNK! WHOOTS! and BEWARE!!! she BITES!

she LOVES Amanda, Charmaine, Dean!, EdnaSia, ElizabethTaiTai, JiaAnMushroom, Joanne, Joey, JonathanLim, JonathanLim,(2 differnt Jonathan's but they have the same name.) Joshua, QiuYi, Richson, Sean!, Sharon, Sooern, WanTing, WenJie, Zora.

GRR.. GIVETHEMHERE! ;

COACH!!! <3 L0ves!
MATERIALISTICWANTS
new adidas/nike bag.
sony ericsson k660i[lime on white or wine on black]
OR sony ericsson w630i[quick black]
THAT black&white pencil case with the many zips from Miss Whatever<3
new slippers.seriously.
BLACKNAILPOLISH!!!
A CHIPMUNK FOR CHRISTMAS!!!
the book Chocolat by Joanne Harris
ZARA flats?
XBOX 360 GUITARHERO!
BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM GLEN DADDY!(:
GATHERINGWANTS
to see have a 6A gathering!!
to finally have a 5 stars gathering!
CHOIR FAMILY GATHERING!
CHOIR FAMILY GATHERING[Alvin And The Chipmunks]
ACADEMIC&LEARNINGWANTS
learn the DRUMS! xD
top in LITERATURE again!!
good results<3
grade 5! PIANO!
GODLYWANTS
have a stronger walk with God<3
WORLD PEACE!
TRAVELINGWANTS
GO TO ANTARTICA/AMERICA(again)/EUROPE!!!
IMPORTANTDATES
05.12.07 my birthday:D
09.12.07 jia an&eugene's birthday!
10.12.07 kenneth&ben's birthday!
21.12.07 sentosa! <3
25.12.07 CHRISTMAS!!!


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SHERYL<3
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Sunday, January 6, 2008
6:20 AM

hi? never posted for a very long time. my blog is dead. anyways. things are kinda weird recently... so if im like acting not really myself... its NORMAL. yepps. & the new year and school totally sucks. im not like joking. so ya... anyways. 3e5 is like the worst class ever. except for a few ppl which are like really dear to me... & the rest of them are idiots. i dont really know if you cal count me as very lucky or what cos of some weird reason that you banged your head onto the wall and it started bleeding then, good for you. if not just... forget it. anyways, a few days ago i went to watch beauty world-naomi had some tickets, the sec 4 lit students were going and there were some more tickets- the show was pretty funny. esp. the part where the frankie(he looks kinda gay-checkers were so 5 minutes ago) he is singing the ' my i...i...i...ivy... i love you...' hahas. that part was like the part where everybody was like laughing uncontinuously. and it was like when the musical first started... it started with the theme song ' beauty world cha cha cha... the ladies... beauty world cha cha cha... the music... beauty world cha cha cha... the dancing... ' it like totally rawked. anyways. its 2008. things will never be the same anymore.

&tofueeyoreisthelove.

(just leave me alone!)

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Sunday, December 9, 2007
7:18 AM

I GOT A NEW FONE! hahas. w910i. hahas. okok. im boreddd.... short post...
tctc. LOVEYASS(:

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Wednesday, December 5, 2007
9:12 AM

OMFG!!!! THIS IS ONE OF THE COOLEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER!!!!
(: thank euus zhen long<3>

#01 de desire of power.

such de lust of thy
so much can't contain
for wars have been created for tis alone
and millions have died in pursue of such
why bother to hanker for all shall come to naugh
a foot in de grave u shall be but nvr brining wat u hav wit u
times have passed
de future is as black
uncertaintly rules our minds
yet we stil desire power
for we humansare far too weak
fail we do to question our motives
and rationale
are we conrtolling our power
or are they controlling us?
for we choose to be freely manipulated for such bonds
mortal come of desire and ambition
wat are we den in de face of such
for we prove to be nth
but puppets
to our own desire and wishes for we fail in our act of suppresion
and fail compelelt to understand de purpose of mortal beings


#02 de exit.

i made my way to de exit and opened de door
to cross de thresold of fantasy
and hover into a realm of impossibilty
wher golden flower dance on infinite evergreen meadow
wher dinosaurs are bursting wit mirth
in a world without a shadow
de sky seamlessly alternates its colour
topaz ruby sapphire and crimson saffrons
puncture wit serval large holes from which fivine beams of light enter
in de bliss of my discovery i levitate off de ground
utterly amazed wit no time for recovery
wit no hesitation to soar in de sky
in de midst of my libeartion
i marvel at de magical world
i fly to a world call pardise
and lament on its illusory existence


#03 my first love.

it was late sunday nite
when we said good bye
i new right den tat my heart would cry
u felt so cold and it hurt me so
i love u so much tat i let u go
a love so true it felt so sweet
for a year of my life
u swept me off my feet
i tried everyday to remid u of my love
for i new u were precious and sent from up above
i held u every moment i held u tight..
praying u would always love me
everyday and every night
bt time went on
as it tends to do
and wit time pass i fell even deeper for u
yr love grew tiresome
it tore me apart
and u broke every promise when u broke my heart
i couldn stop crying it hurt me so much
for i longed every moment to feel yr gentle touch
i gaze into yr eyes
to see onil grey
ther was no need for words
i noe wat u had to say
i held on to u in de depths of my heart
regardless of how it tore me apart
my love stil remains through de bertrayal u have done
messing my best friend and having yr fun
i stood by yr side though u didn't wan me
and i loved u so endlessly
i stil love u
bute times mended my heart
but nvr shall yr memory part
and u will always have a speacial place within my heart..
u wil always be de first who touch me so deep
and in my heart
wil i always keep
memories of u and me
together for eternity
u taught me how to love and darling
u wil always be my first love


AHHHHH!!!! THANK EUUS ZHEN LONG!!!! (: OU XIANG!!!!! hahas.

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6:29 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME:D
hahas. im old le... OMFG. still freaking out on the whole wrinkles and white hair thing... some of euu all know what im talking abt. hahas. anyways... i just wanna thank all the ppl that wished me... LOVE EUU ALL LOTTS<3>
till here. (: go play game. maybe post again later(:

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Tuesday, December 4, 2007
3:09 AM

HELLOS! ok... now my blog is like... dead... cos i didnt post for like a really long time... anyways. its like i havent blogged in like... A REALLY LONG TIME. hahas. (: anyways. there are wayyyy too many things happening... and im like really lazy to update on the past few days. heehee. okays. today. in the morning i was like woken up by the annoying phone. cos sharon and edna called. (my ring tone is like really annoying. i swear.) ok. they woke me up and said that it was like time to go swimming. i was like... 'WHA??' hahas. then i went to sharon's house. but i didnt swim. cos my mum didnt let me. cos she thought i would DROWN and that she totally FORGOT that her daughter has a GOLD for her swimming test thingy... one level in front of GOLD STAR. grrr... hahas. ok. then edna and sharon went swimming and zora and i were like... SUNTANNING. hahas. jealous much? after the whole swimming thing we went to buy food and we went to edna's house. and i was like... ok... hahas. watched death note one and ate lunch. hung out and then i had to go home... cos i had tuition the best thing is... i have NO tuition cos it was the DECEMBER BREAK. yay! i went all the way to j8 for NOTHING. hahas. yay! -____- hahas. then now im home(: and im bored. hahas. i shall type till here... siann. hahas. ohh... and im gonna be OLD in like... 5 hours... OMFG. I DUN WANNA BE 14!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH! FREAK OUTTT!!! NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO!!! sniff. okok. i shall go emo now. hahas. and I WANT THE XBOX GAME GUITAR HERO!!!! AHHHH!!! FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSS! im sooooo gonna add it to my want list(: hahas. yayness! RANDOMNESS IS SO FUN<3>

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
5:26 AM

hellos(: hahas. i know i like relinked and everything. but whatever. hahas. anyways. today was FUN!!! cos at piano i learned a new piece called jackson street blues. its like a sort of jazz piece(: and its like nicer than alot of the other exam pieces(: hahas. and i REALLY hope i will like finish learning the piece asap! ^^ WHOOTS! ok(: LEARNING LAB WAS FUN! we did lit today(: yeaps! i really liked the video... CHOCOLATE. hahas. a book called chocolat' sth like that... mm... i shall add it to my list(: hahas. okays(: i know... anyways. it was uber funny today! I SAW MISS CHEW!!! hahas. havent seen her in a long time... and she was like ' oh my goodness! cheryl! how old are you now? you still look the same although you have grown taller! ' oh gawd. i look the same. -___- hahas. ok(: and in class. ms ong was like talking about literature. and that it was like FOOD! then she said ' if you give harold ingredients- like olive oil... rice... cheese... lobster and other stuff- he would make a lobster risotto(i guess thats how you spell it) emphasize on the word LOBSTER. anyways. and if you give cheryl the ingredients you would get just fried rice with maybe the cheese at the side.' hahas. it was hilarious. i was like laughing non-stop. hahas. and seriously... and ms ong also said that my handwriting looks uber 'ant-like' tiny... great. hahas. but it was fun(: and by the end of the lesson everybody was like salavating for chocolate. hahas. CHOCOLATE. ok. i know! when i grow up. i wanna be a food connoisseur. (: muahahas. omg. that could work! hey... not a bad idea(: hahas. a world famous food connoisseur(: hahas. ok. i shall write till here. cos im bored. hahas. OLIVE OIL! CHEESE! RICE! PARSLEY! CHOCOLATE! LOBSTER BISQUE! CLAM CHOWDER?

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007
4:58 AM

hellos(: hahas. did nothing much today... EXCEPT TAKE AN INJECTION... -_- this is so humiliating.. i hate injections. they make my arm uber numb... and do euu know? when i was like in p6... we all had to take this weird injection rite? i remember the nurse she was like literally grabbing my arm and she was like totally jabbing it into my arm... owwww... seriously. im so not joking... anyways. today was a typical day for me... nothing special... and im bored. hahas. okok(: oh ya... band concert is coming... its uber late. great... anyways. nothing to add. today was typically boring. (:
LATER.

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